theres someone i really love i was so loyal with him i was love him with my pure heart even its only net love,cyber love. we are so happy each other. i dont have a time for anything just always with him, every night  always talking with him even i went to work without sleeping but thats all ok for me while he is with me. he promise me that he wont left me no matter what happened but he broke his promise, he left me and he damn hurting me, i was hurt more than real. the day when he left me and the day when he hurt me i cant do anything, i cant sleep, i cant eat, i cant do my work and he is always is my mind. i feel like im dying. im always crying every night. every whole night i look at his picture and i ask his picture like im crazy that what happened to us? that why did you leave me? but his picture wasnt answer me. and than i enjoy again in chatroom, im always in chatroom to forget everything but its not working so i leave nimbuzz to keep myself busy but its also not working. it was so hard for me to forget about him. i back again on nimbuzz after 3 months i try to move on but its not working. i thought i cant live without him, i thought i cant be happy without him, i thought i wouldnt forgot him but not at all coz finally i forgot him and im happy now, i start over again coz i didnt lost my hope.